i finally bought my harry potter and the half blood prince. couldn get the adult's edition. so had to wait and wait. until yesterday i saw them at mph. and quickly went to buy. hehh. yupp. read almost half of the bk alrdy. yups.
and during bio yesterday. i was washing the syringe when tin and mabel was standing in front of the basin. i turned on the tap. and splash. the water 'flew' so mabel and tin were the 'victims'. hahah. tin's whole pinafore was wet. hahah.
and something happened making my mum scream at me again. aft tuition, mum drove me home. when i went into the car. i took off my slippers and slept. i was so tired can. okay den nvm. when we reached the carpark. when mum was parking her car, i was looking for my slippers. and i couldn find one side of it. so i searched the whole car. couldn find it. then my mum starting screaming at me. arh. den she decided to prive back to pp carpark to look for my slipper. and i FOUND it. and she started screaming again. i din even noe my slipper dropped out of the car can. i dont even noe how. gah.
and to that person: this is the reason why i cant go swimming with u today. its a punishment can. i think i dun wanna swim izzit? and dun jump to conclusions nxt time. THANK YOU!

just had my chinese test and english compo. and tmr. another chinese test. and i think im getting my test paper back tmr. arh. sure fail. hahahahhh.
i really dont know what u want. u expect so much from me. ur're always scolding me without any reason. always using HIM to press on me. always comparing me with my friends. wads ur problem. i wont tell u my secrets ever again. i wont tell u anything. u said i dont respect you. if i din respect you, i wouldn have listened to everything u say. i would have reached home at 12am everyday. i wouldn have been 'mummy's girl' all this years. why must u say those things u said yesterday. and i only said i couldn see clearly when im sitting behind. its time to change my specs. and u said u bluffed u so i could find a reason to change my specs. wads ur problem. i say i wanna change specs also can bluff. u went out and din buy dinner for me. and i have to cook maggi noodles by myself. wth la. and when u came home. u just walked into my room and off the main power of my computer. i havent even shut down my computer! wad if i was doing a project or something and u just switch it off lyk that? and when i asked u. wad did u say? "i purposely did that. i want to spoil ur computer." lyk wth can. u spoil the computer. u will have to buy a new one for me. its ur money not mine! and u even said when i come home i will quarrell with u. dun come home better. fine. i can not go home! i can. i tell u. one day u will force me to leave home! but u are my mum. i cant hate u. gah!
and why must HE leave me in this cruel world? why does everyone have YOU but i dont? WHYWHYWHY?
-stressed- gah!

okay. aft a WHOLE week of tests i FINALLY can relax. had my listening compre today. it was quite okay la. except a few tricky questions. and my chinese oral. it's lyk SHIT. i totallu flunked it can. i kept ERR-ing. hahah. yupp. and one of the teacher really resembles MS YEO! hahah. yeah. and she was the one with the scary look. i ad nothing to say. so i smiled at her. and she stared back and me. lyk wadever can. haha. injust noe im gonna fail. arh. and these fews days everyone is sleeping in class. so everytime during boring lessons lyk chem. i will look arnd. haha yeah. im really bored thats y. and on thurs during geog. me, mabel and sheena were really so bored during geog. we played BINGO. haha. yeah. and the funny part is. when i BINGO-ed. i shouted BINGO so loud and mrs tan was lyk: wad? u finished copying? need me to move on to the next slide? hahah. she din even notice me playing bingo. hahah. she thought i have finih\shed copying the notes on the ppt so i said BINGO so she could continue. the class laughed lyk mad can. everyone noes im playing bingo except mrs tan. hahaha. and during history/ss, ms saffiah was saying about her differnt pronunciations of her name. until she said that this chinese teacher pronounced her name as "ms SA-FEI-YA". so my first reaction was "kill fat duck" and i said it out very loudly. which is very maluating. and sheena they all laughing lyk mad. hahah.
who wants to go out tmr. staying at home is BORED! arhh.

i totally screwed my geog paper. arh. i bet i wld fail. nvms. and my emaths paper. worse.
and its lyk everyday tests nxt wk. amths on monday. chem on tuesday. olvls chinese on wed. english oral on thurs. olvl chinese listening. they said tthe examiners for chinese oral are dunman high, china teachers. im lyk so dead. and from 4th wk onwards. there'll be chinese ca EVERY SINGLE WEEK! one chinese ca is alrdy making me mad. now everywk! i think studying chinese is a torture. arhhh. and its lyk arnd 10 more wks to end yr exams. arh. yesterday's geog ca alrdy made me study lyk mad, 30 over pages to study. i can imagine end yr exams. 100 over pages. olvls, 200 over pages. i will go mad. and i heard they said pure human and chinese falls on the same day. i cant imagine how i can study. arhh. stressed.. how i wish i can go to sl's skl. when it's so relaxing. arhh.
i need to go out! but SHE dosent allow. "must study hard!.." arhh. wth. i dun wanna be kept in this cage!! i wanna go out!!! arhh..
gng for tuition later. and i havent finsihed the hw. arh. ciao.

havent updated for soo long. not in the mood though. hmm.
so many tests and cas. and english and chinese oral are on wk 3. and chinese is the o levels. im lyk so stressed can. and i so tests nxt wk. and i haven even touched on any of them yet. wad can i do? arhh. and my mum. keep 'irritating' me. not letting me go out and all. i need some time to relax right. i cant be lyk studying every second everyday. arh. i really dunnoe wad she wants from me. arhh.
anw. went to watch initial D with elaine yesterday. its quite okay. yupp.
i alrdy getting scared about sec 4. looking at all the seniors all stressed up with their block periods. arh. i cant imagine when it's my turn. how wld i be lyk. alrdy in the mental hospital? its lyk 2-3 tests in a day. 7 days a wk. omg. how am i gonna study? i think i just break down and do something silly. nvm. but really? how do they study? there's tests everyday. and our end of yr exams are lyk around the corner. its lyk 16 more wks. and now time passes SUPER FAST now. i dunnoe y. arhh. how i wish i wasn born so i dun need to undergo so much stress and everything. arh. how i wish time can stop right now. right at this moment. arh.

why is it always me? why.